Chaos and Order

" Life cannot exist without the balance of chaos and order and the constant movement back and forth between the two.
I am Fenris, wolf of chaos. I am wild and greatly feared. It is my nature as a wolf.
I trusted Tyr for it was he who fed me.
Yet somehow I sensed a trick.
I asked my friend for a sign of good faith, a sign that I could trust him.
Of course, in the end, I had to close my jaws.
He lied to me. He betrayed my trust.
And I am bound, sword rammed into my mouth, too painful to even speak of and yet, it is he who is honored.
All that does not fit within the structure of the order is maligned. My parents, my siblings and me. None of us fit.
Yet life cannot exist with order only.
Light cannot be favored over darkness nor can one spend time only in the branches of the World Tree, forgetting her roots.
When did it become acceptable for someone to lie to me and betray me just because the very nature of my very being did not fit within the structure of someone else's need?
Odin will lose in the end. It was he who feared me all along."